Yes...I would

No sleep, no sleep until I'm done with finding the answer.
Won't stop, won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer.
And sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected.
But somehow I know that I'm haunted to be wanted.

I've been watching, I've been waiting,
in the shadows, for my time.
I've been searching, I've been living,
for tomorrows, all my life.

They say.. that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe.
But I... I'd rather kill myself than turn into their safe..
And sometimes I feel like I should go and play with the thunder.
Cause somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder.

Lately I've been walking, walking in circles.
Watching, waiting for something.
Feel me, touch me,
heal me, come take me higher...

Would You ...?

Blast.....(again)

Bali...,Marriot and now...

Bomb..Bomb and Bomb

I hope Surabaya stay safe and peace

Let's pray for Surabaya and Indonesian 'pissfull'

We can't predict when we die

But..

We can pray for chance

Till I Collapse

Sometimes you feel tired,
feel weak and, when you feel, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

Till I collapse I’m spilling these raps long as you feel em
Till the day that I drop you’ll never say that I’m not killing them
Cause when I am not then I am stop pinning them
And I am not hip-hop and I’m just not Eminem.
Subliminal thoughts when I’m stop sending them women are caught in webs spin and hauk venom
Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop. Amoxacilin is just not real enough.
The criminal cop killing hip-hop filling minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.
Your coming with me, feel it or not you’re gonna fear it like I showed you the spirit of god lives in us.
You hear it a lot, lyrics the shock is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.
For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot listen up you bizzles forgot slizzle does not give a f*ck.

......

Just For My Father

Sailing down behind the sun,
Waiting for my prince to come.
Praying for the healing rain
To restore my soul again.

Just a toerag on the run.
How did I get here?
What have I done?
When will all my hopes arise?
How will I know him?
When I look in my father's eyes.
My father's eyes.
When I look in my father's eyes.

Then the light begins to shine
And I hear those ancient lullabies.
And as I watch this seedling grow,
Feel my heart start to overflow.

Where do I find the words to say?
How do I teach him?
What do we play?
Bit by bit, I've realized
That's when I need them,
That's when I need my father's eyes.

Then the jagged edge appears
Through the distant clouds of tears.
I'm like a bridge that was washed away;
My foundations were made of clay.

As my soul slides down to die.
How could I lose him?
What did I try?
Bit by bit, I've realized
That he was here with me;
I looked into my father's eyes.

Thanks for your love, your life that you've gave to me.
Never think in my mind to lose it.
I always need your hands , always....

Surabaya , I'm Available (again)

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu mati...

aku berhenti berharap, dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat, tak ada cinta kudapat
kenapa ada derita, bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam, bila putoh menyenangkan

aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima semua kekalahanku
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima semua kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia, kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia, kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia, kau berikan aku derita

rebahkan tangguhmu
lepaskan perlahan
kau akan mengeti
semua.....

Surabaya , I'm back here after I leaved you for three days.
I hope now , tomorrow and the after will be fine and better than yesterday.
Let's forget all about yesterday.

"Yang berlalu biarlah berlalu"

A new day has come ... Amin

Breaking Time

Surabaya , for three days I'll leave you.
Hope it make me better.

Going to my sweet home.
Going to my sweet city
Going to my lovely Jogjakarta

No more lied in me
No more lied in you
No more sadness in our heart
No more . . . .



Jogja , here I am

End of all ?

It will end after long time we wait ?

or..

"Karma"

I don't know.

The God not fair ?

I hope not.

If You can't , don't try anything . DON'T
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My Best Friends.....( II )

Sudah maafkan aku segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu ungkapkan salahmu
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Sudah lupakan semua segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa dan kita terluka
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Kutanya malam
Dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu

Hanya bara
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu

You asked me , whats your mistake ?
Can't you see by your self ?
Forgot my best friends just for you , but...
You successfully make a big mistake for me.
And now.....all is up to you.What Ever..........

Happy Weekend Everybody..

Prepare for weekend ?
watching ?
dating ?
clubbing ?
...

What ever , Good luck and have a nice week end :)

My Best Friends.....forgive me

Saat indah dalam hidupku
Saat aku bertemu denganmu
Kau anugrah yang tercipta
Begitu nyata

Kau tercantik dalam hatiku
Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu
Ku ingin kau di sampingku
Selamanya...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Kuakan setia kepadamu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Kucari...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Aku akan slalu jujur untukmu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Di hati

Kata cinta yang kumiliki
Ingin memberi semua yang terbaik
Berharap ku tak berlebih
Di hatimu..

Kau tercantik dalam hatiku
Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu
Kuingin kau disampingku
Selamanya...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Kuakan setia kepadamu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Kucari...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Aku akan slalu jujur untukmu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Di hati

...One day you'll know...