Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Segala Puji bagi Allah , Tuhan Semesta Alam

Disaat waktu berhenti...kosong
Dimensi membutakan mata,memekakkan telinga
Lalu diri menjadi hampa
Saat paradigma dunia tak lagi digunakan untuk menerka*
Sadarku akan hadirmu,mematahkan sendi2 yang biasanya tegak berdiri

Merenungi luar jendela,mengagumi kebesaran yang Maha Esa
Ku menilai kehidupan dari sudut berbeza
Tak memadai hanya kecapi rasa selesa
Maukan harta yang mampu beli 1 semesta
Berpesta ke pagi botol bergelimpangan
Kekasih muda bukan takat berpegang tangan
Harta dan jamuan nafsu tidak berkekalan
Bila menjelang tua bukan itu jadi bekalan
Dan jangan puisi ini disalah tafsir pula
Bukan berkhutbah cuma betuli diri jua
Ingin hidup sempurna aset nilai berjuta,
saling tukar wanita,senyum dan mati tua
Bakat dikurnia jangan disalah guna
Jangan kufur nikmat yang diberi percuma
Guna kelebihan untuk hikmah bersama
Jagalah nama hidup penuh pementasan dan drama
Ada berisi ada yang kurus,ada melencong ada yang lurus bukan semuanya tulus
ada sempuna ada kurang upaya ada yang jadi buta hanya bila sudah kaya
Sebesar rumah bermula dengan sekecil bata,boleh hilang dalam sekelip mata
Ucaplah alhamdulillah bukannya sukar, kerna semana kaya atau besar
Tetap Allahuakbar!!!

Jadikanlah ku tentera Fisabilillah yang tertera di kalimah harap memanduilah
Entah apabila persimpangan tiba,hidup penuh rintangan harus kuhadapinya
Harapku tidak terlupa diri bila gembira,dan cuma mula mencari kau disaat hiba
Ku cuma manusia penuh dengan kesilapan tapi bisa membezakan cahaya dan kegelapan
Tabah bila dihalangan duri onak dan cobaan
Teguh bila dicobakan keruh kuasa dan perempuan
Sentiasa legar diminda,dikejar dan dipinta dari zaman bermula hingga ke akhirnya
Ku mengerti siapa ku tanpamu disisi dan apa guna posesi juga posisi
Sementara ini cuma hanya puisi,nukilan tulisan dan bisikan isi hati
Mencari keterangan,menjiwai peranan menepati pesanan janji juga saranan
Alhamdulillah atas kurniaan rezeki,moga tidak terleka dalam perjalanan ini

Aku yang memandang di dalam lubuk hati,mencari-cari zat rahsia yang katanya tersembunyi
Aku yang melihat alam meliputi wujud menyertai lalu ku pindahkan alam ke dalam mata hati
Aku hakiki,aku mengerti segala yang terjadi di langit dan di bumi
Gunanya tiada fantasi, pelik dan benar,qada' dan qadar kau berilah ku kekuatan
Agar dapat ku hindarkan segala kesesatan
Usah kau biar nafsuku terliur dari pandangan majazi ini,
aku yang hodoh lagi hina amat benar merindui
Moga cahaya lailatul tak membutakan mataku,semoga segala puji tak ku meninggi diri
Moga segala janji dapat juga ku penuhi,moga dapatku hadapi tikaman dari belakang
Lidah setajam pisau, ku tidak akan risau dengan dugaan cabaran sepanjang perjalanan
Ku pasrah ku akur 7,8,6 Alhamdulillah Syukur...

Sujudku pun takkan memuaskan inginku
'tuk hanturkan* sembah sedalam kalbu
Adapun kusembahkan syukur padamu ya Allah
Untuk nama,harta dan keluarga yang mencinta
Dan perjalanan yang sejauh ini tertempa
Alhamdulillah pilihan dan kesempatan
Yang membuat hamba mengerti lebih baik makna diri
Semua lebih berarti akan mudah dihayati
Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah,Alhamdulillah....

Monday, November 22, 2004

Sunday, October 03, 2004

If ain't got you

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
And I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, Yeah

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love him
Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be
With no one to share
With no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, you, you
Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you, yeah
If I ain't got you with me baby
So nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing


And if ain't got you . . .

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

There is came , there is gone

Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming 'bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time
Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there's only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces
And we were letting go of something special
Something we'll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Why do we never know what we've got 'til it's gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I've been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day
The day you went away


...but very hurt when we lost someone...

Sunday, September 12, 2004

Without " mercy "

When enemy live beside us ...



Show the fact who we are.


and...


As long as they don't disturb our peacefull ...



Let them doing anything they want.

Saturday, September 11, 2004

Yes...I would

No sleep, no sleep until I'm done with finding the answer.
Won't stop, won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer.
And sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected.
But somehow I know that I'm haunted to be wanted.

I've been watching, I've been waiting,
in the shadows, for my time.
I've been searching, I've been living,
for tomorrows, all my life.

They say.. that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe.
But I... I'd rather kill myself than turn into their safe..
And sometimes I feel like I should go and play with the thunder.
Cause somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder.

Lately I've been walking, walking in circles.
Watching, waiting for something.
Feel me, touch me,
heal me, come take me higher...


Would You ...?

Friday, September 10, 2004

Blast.....(again)

Bali...,Marriot and now...

Bomb..Bomb and Bomb

I hope Surabaya stay safe and peace

Let's pray for Surabaya and Indonesian 'pissfull'

We can't predict when we die

But..

We can pray for chance

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Till I Collapse

Sometimes you feel tired,
feel weak and, when you feel, you feel like you wanna just give up.
But you gotta search within you, you gotta find that inner strength
and just pull that shit out of you and get that motivation to not give up
and not be a quitter, no matter how bad you wanna just fall flat on your face and collapse.

Till I collapse I’m spilling these raps long as you feel em
Till the day that I drop you’ll never say that I’m not killing them
Cause when I am not then I am stop pinning them
And I am not hip-hop and I’m just not Eminem.
Subliminal thoughts when I’m stop sending them women are caught in webs spin and hauk venom
Adrenaline shots of penicillin could not get the illing to stop. Amoxacilin is just not real enough.
The criminal cop killing hip-hop filling minimal swap to cop millions of Pac listeners.
Your coming with me, feel it or not you’re gonna fear it like I showed you the spirit of god lives in us.
You hear it a lot, lyrics the shock is it a miracle or am I just a product of pop fizzing up.
For shizzle my whizzle this is the plot listen up you bizzles forgot slizzle does not give a f*ck.

......

Friday, September 03, 2004

Just For My Father

Sailing down behind the sun,
Waiting for my prince to come.
Praying for the healing rain
To restore my soul again.

Just a toerag on the run.
How did I get here?
What have I done?
When will all my hopes arise?
How will I know him?
When I look in my father's eyes.
My father's eyes.
When I look in my father's eyes.

Then the light begins to shine
And I hear those ancient lullabies.
And as I watch this seedling grow,
Feel my heart start to overflow.

Where do I find the words to say?
How do I teach him?
What do we play?
Bit by bit, I've realized
That's when I need them,
That's when I need my father's eyes.

Then the jagged edge appears
Through the distant clouds of tears.
I'm like a bridge that was washed away;
My foundations were made of clay.

As my soul slides down to die.
How could I lose him?
What did I try?
Bit by bit, I've realized
That he was here with me;
I looked into my father's eyes.


Thanks for your love, your life that you've gave to me.
Never think in my mind to lose it.
I always need your hands , always....

Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Surabaya , I'm Available (again)

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu mati...

aku berhenti berharap, dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat, tak ada cinta kudapat
kenapa ada derita, bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam, bila putoh menyenangkan

aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima semua kekalahanku
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima semua kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia, kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia, kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia, kau berikan aku derita

rebahkan tangguhmu
lepaskan perlahan
kau akan mengeti
semua.....


Surabaya , I'm back here after I leaved you for three days.
I hope now , tomorrow and the after will be fine and better than yesterday.
Let's forget all about yesterday.

"Yang berlalu biarlah berlalu"

A new day has come ... Amin

Friday, August 27, 2004

Breaking Time

Surabaya , for three days I'll leave you.
Hope it make me better.

Going to my sweet home.
Going to my sweet city
Going to my lovely Jogjakarta

No more lied in me
No more lied in you
No more sadness in our heart
No more . . . .



Jogja , here I am

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

End of all ?

It will end after long time we wait ?

or..

"Karma"

I don't know.

The God not fair ?

I hope not.

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*Nek urip koyo ngene iki , emang mbencekno,janc***********kkk

Monday, August 23, 2004

My Best Friends.....( II )

Sudah maafkan aku segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu ungkapkan salahmu
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Sudah lupakan semua segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa dan kita terluka
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Kutanya malam
Dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu

Hanya bara
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu


You asked me , whats your mistake ?
Can't you see by your self ?
Forgot my best friends just for you , but...
You successfully make a big mistake for me.
And now.....all is up to you.What Ever..........

Saturday, August 21, 2004

Happy Weekend Everybody..

Prepare for weekend ?
watching ?
dating ?
clubbing ?
...

What ever , Good luck and have a nice week end :)

Friday, August 20, 2004

My Best Friends.....forgive me

Saat indah dalam hidupku
Saat aku bertemu denganmu
Kau anugrah yang tercipta
Begitu nyata

Kau tercantik dalam hatiku
Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu
Ku ingin kau di sampingku
Selamanya...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Kuakan setia kepadamu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Kucari...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Aku akan slalu jujur untukmu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Di hati

Kata cinta yang kumiliki
Ingin memberi semua yang terbaik
Berharap ku tak berlebih
Di hatimu..

Kau tercantik dalam hatiku
Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu
Kuingin kau disampingku
Selamanya...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Kuakan setia kepadamu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Kucari...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Aku akan slalu jujur untukmu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Di hati


...One day you'll know...

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Happy 59th Anniversary for Indonesian Freedom

Yesterday , Indonesian people celebrate for Indonesian freedom.Ussually I spent for this holiday in Jogja.But this year I can't.I only have 1 day for holiday.

And for 1 day , I'm going to Malang get recreation with my friends.Selecta and Songgoriti here we go.Enjoy the fresh and cool that make me feel better than before. You know , live in Surabaya with all problems from air,junk to smoke.Only at the morning we can feel cool and fresh.But here , all of here exactly make live so life.Same as when i'm living at Jogja.

Anyway , Happy 59th Anniversary for Indonesian Freedom...

Monday, August 16, 2004

I'm So Tired. . .now

From yesterday at 5PM till today 3PM i was here in my office.Yesterday I make an overtime till this morning.And from morning I was work for first day in morning shift.Very very sleepy now and want sleep soon.

And tomorrow morning going to Malang take a holiday with Office Crews.Sengkaling and Selecta are place have to go.Better than nothing to do at holiday.

Gratzz..for 59th Indonesian Freedom Day.Hope Indonesia will better than now ;p

Last year i was take this holiday in Jogja.But now i can't do that cause I don't have any time to do this.Mabby at next September I'll going to Jogja.

Hoaahem...so sleepy . Prepare to going home at 4PM and I want sleep till tomorrow ;p
cee yaa...

Something to remember

Today , I'll try to remember all of my friends along I have study at SMK 2 Yogyakarta

Special for my friends ELEKTRONIKA-2 2001 :

SetuSonten Gank :
1.Ahmad Juwarno : still in Yogya ? or has gone ? still "Kejawen" ?
2.Mistar Widiatmoko : First boy that call me "Yoyok" hehehe...
3.Kunto Aji W. : Lets Road Racing with me .... ;p
4.Citro Artiadi : Little but Deadly,wahahah...still contacting now
5.Sondy Herwianto : The best Guitarist and Painter on class now at Krakatau Steel Co.
6.Tunggul Bagus D. : Boys are called "Kenthunx" now working at Krakatau Steel too
7.Endro Walmujendro : Mr.Bean from Lempuyangan hehehe...Humorist ones
8.Sigit Hermawan : Home of 'XxX' hehehe....
9.and Me
*This Gank always stick together at saturday night , that's why named SetuSonten

Two Girls only in class : Tatik and Dhita , How are you Galz ??

and people of E-2 :
Adian Mursalim,Agus Solechan,Aman Subanjar,Andi Kristianto(my big enemy),Bimbim,Dani Surahman,Deny Septiono(Police now :D),Hadiman(*slenge'an* but good in mathematics), Irnawan,Joko Utomo(twin brothers),Joko Setiawan,Moh"Qirun"Harun,Moh.Zahron,Nanang Risna Hadi Kusnanto(longest name),Pardi(shortest name in class),Santoso(*gaguk* boys)
Solikhan,Teguh Yulianto,Wahyu*srandakan* and last Wijayanto

Wow..my brain still working correctly,I can remember all of my class friends.If one of all read this post , "Jape Methe Dab and Piss forevah"

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Part of the day . . .

...i'm looking for my *Grand Ceper* keys . Where..? where...? Sh*t there is nothing. So I get down looking my lovely motorcycle.Waks....my motor has gone ? huaaaa.....
*Maliiiingggg.....* I'm screaming loudly

At the present I hear someone knocking my door's room.I'm turning on the lamp then open door."Oh..Komeng masuk o kene Meng" there is My friend Komeng.To the point , Komeng invite me to get on vocal or guitarist in his music band.Shortly I tell him no problem i'll try.And we deal tomorrow on 8PM go to music studio.After,he get to go.

My motorcycle has gone ? dont worry ;p I have a bad dream.Mabby i'm too tired after yesterday.It was 7.30PM I must go to office cause today i'm working alone.It's free day for my partner.

8PM at the office , get prepare for Pre Press activity.And then turn my computer opening Yahoo Messenger and browsing.Ow..there is my friend online Dikta , and I make a chat with her after long time no see.

Browsing web and open some email.Then posting for weblog with MP3Blaster playing
JET - Look what You've done . Dan Lihat apa yang telah kau perbuat :)

Tired ? Sleepy ? Show must Go On . . . .

Sh*t , today i can't sleep well.I was sleep at 9 in the morning after working.OMG , I got up at 2 PM,so I did'nt Sholat Jumat :( *sorry God. After , someone knocking on the door.I'm opening the door and there is carpenter with tools say " Sorry , i want to add a window in your room"."ok" then I said.

I'm still sleepy and then go to my friend's room watching TV,Before I have to go to Pakuwon Golf and Family Ballroom watching Spectacular Concert by A Mild. It's presenting Ari Lasso , Peterpan and ADA Band.At the 7 PM concert started (in tickets wrote).And I gone at 5 PM.

Arrive at Pakuwon 6 PM . Then I'm waiting the Ballroom opened.Ballroom open at 7 PM then we enter and go to front stage.We waiting concert started but nothing happen till 8 PM. *Jam Karet* really,Concert started at 9.30 PM opened by ADA Band. At 10.30 PM continued by Ari Lasso and closed by Peterpan at midnight.This concert not wrong named 3 in 1 Spectacular Concert by A Mild.*Meriah euy....* But only one that make me boring.Late till 2 hours huh.....

Ugh..6 hours that make me very very tired.But I must to go to office *weks* . Yeah..today I work at 11 PM ,but you know I'm late 3 hours heheheh...sssttt.At the office..??

You right , I'm sleeping :) ZzzzzZzzz...

Friday, August 13, 2004

Zodiac of The Day

Sagitarius



Banyaklah mendengar nasehat dari orang kepercayaan kamu yang selama ini sudah teruji kebenarannya. Semua itu buat kebaikan kamu sendiri.

Asmara :Jangan kamu berobah sikap karena masalah kecil itu.

Keuangan :Belanjakan seperlunya saja, jangan dihabisin.

Pekerjaan :Pekerjaan itu bisa kamu delegasikan dan kamu nggak usah cemas.

Hmmm ... berbahagialah Anda yang berbintang Sagitarius atau pun yang memiliki pasangan dengan bintang ini. Pasalnya, mereka yang berbintang dengan lambang busur panah ini memiliki gaya berciuman yang mengejutkan, spontan, dan ... menggairahkan. Tak heran jika konon banyak orang yang menanti-nanti ciuman ala si Sagitarius ini.
*(taken from Astaga.com today)

Wew..what the hell on the last paragraph ? Seruuu !! hehehe ^.^

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There�s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore


*Thats why is better to give our love to someone half enough.

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Here come a new Challenger !

Hei..You , can you defeat me in this game ?
Gunbound my fave Game Online.In my PC installed 3 Game Online like Ragnarok and Nexia. I have playing them.But Nexia will retired in next August 31.Since a month ago I did'nt play this game.Now i'm playing Ragnarok (90% botting :P) and Gunbound.Both of them , Gunbound is the simplest.That very funny playing this game.

You know..I can't leave my hobby,Gaming . But sometimes alot of my time lost in this one. I can stay in front my PC for 10 hours non stop.Ussually I'm playing this game in my Office hehehe...
Sometimes in Gamehouse.And I must pay for it.But you know , for hobbies people don't care about price or money. Right ..?

Back to gunbound , want to war with my character ? buddy me or /m me :
JOGJAZ
No Game Like It .. !!

Sunday, August 08, 2004

My Saturday Night

Like usually , nothing special :( . Yeah...my Saturday night is always in my office.
Cause i'm free for work is the day after :(.
Sunday ? yup..
So what you sad for ?You can enjoy your Sunday morning.. My Sunday morning till noon is in my bed.Puas..?? (*puas in english ?)

After i got up in the noon , i spent my Sunday Night in front my TV.just wait and see till i get sleepy again :P hehehe...

uhm...i'm sleepy now , time to dreaming off.

ZzzzZ..

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Life must Go On

Sometimes I feel so perfectly
Sometimes I feel so Happyly
Sometimes I feel so trustly


but...,Did my hearts feeling too ?





*the answer is :" Sometimes "

Friday, August 06, 2004

Could I Change The World ?

If I can reach the stars
Pull one down for you
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth:

That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems
But for now I findIt's only in my dreams.

And I can change the world
I will be the sunlight in your universe
You would think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world

And if I could be king
Even for a day
I'd take you as my queen
I'd have it no other way
And our love would ruleThis kingdom we had made
Till then I'd be a fool
Wishing for the day...

"Love will find , If you try .....heheheheh "

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

New Look,New Face,New Spirit ?

Threece i got lost my weblog.Why ? I make my weblog in my style and in free website.The last weblog has been closed by web site admin.Along long ago i used Blogspot for my weblog.Yeaah..2001 for the first time I know what weblog is it.Http://yunan.blogspot.com my first weblog.But this weblog not my style.So..I make new weblog in my style.You know I posted my blog everyday in html template.Cause s reason :P , For a while I have bored posting the blog hehehe...Since I know Nexia, most online time I'm playing this game.

Then in May 2004 i started new weblog with weblog tools (Cutenews) .But in June my free web site has closed :( hiks...And my 2nd weblog www.yunan.tk get closed too but index of the web still exist in others website.Just for my memory

NOW...http://yunan.blogspot.com back.But this weblog not my primary what i'm doing in online time :P .Ragnarok Online yeah...I have play this game since a month ago.:)

Anyway
Http://yunan.blogspot.com is mine !!!