Surabaya , I'm Available (again)

aku tak percaya lagi
dengan apa yang kau beri
aku terdampar disini
tersudut menunggu mati...

aku berhenti berharap, dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat, tak ada cinta kudapat
kenapa ada derita, bila bahagia tercipta
kenapa ada sang hitam, bila putoh menyenangkan

aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima semua kekalahanku
aku pulang
tanpa dendam
kuterima semua kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia, kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia, kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia, kau berikan aku derita

rebahkan tangguhmu
lepaskan perlahan
kau akan mengeti
semua.....

Surabaya , I'm back here after I leaved you for three days.
I hope now , tomorrow and the after will be fine and better than yesterday.
Let's forget all about yesterday.

"Yang berlalu biarlah berlalu"

A new day has come ... Amin

Breaking Time

Surabaya , for three days I'll leave you.
Hope it make me better.

Going to my sweet home.
Going to my sweet city
Going to my lovely Jogjakarta

No more lied in me
No more lied in you
No more sadness in our heart
No more . . . .



Jogja , here I am

End of all ?

It will end after long time we wait ?

or..

"Karma"

I don't know.

The God not fair ?

I hope not.

If You can't , don't try anything . DON'T
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*Nek urip koyo ngene iki , emang mbencekno,janc***********kkk

My Best Friends.....( II )

Sudah maafkan aku segala salahku
Dan bila kau tetap bisu ungkapkan salahmu
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Sudah lupakan semua segala berubah
Dan kita terlupa dan kita terluka
Dan aku sifatku dan aku khilafku
Dan aku cintaku dan aku rinduku

Kutanya malam
Dapatkah kau lihatnya perbedaan
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu

Hanya bara
Dapat meleburkan segala rasa
Yang tak terungkapkan
Tapi mengapa kau tlah berubah
Ada apa denganmu

You asked me , whats your mistake ?
Can't you see by your self ?
Forgot my best friends just for you , but...
You successfully make a big mistake for me.
And now.....all is up to you.What Ever..........

Happy Weekend Everybody..

Prepare for weekend ?
watching ?
dating ?
clubbing ?
...

What ever , Good luck and have a nice week end :)

My Best Friends.....forgive me

Saat indah dalam hidupku
Saat aku bertemu denganmu
Kau anugrah yang tercipta
Begitu nyata

Kau tercantik dalam hatiku
Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu
Ku ingin kau di sampingku
Selamanya...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Kuakan setia kepadamu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Kucari...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Aku akan slalu jujur untukmu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Di hati

Kata cinta yang kumiliki
Ingin memberi semua yang terbaik
Berharap ku tak berlebih
Di hatimu..

Kau tercantik dalam hatiku
Walaupun orang tak berkata begitu
Kuingin kau disampingku
Selamanya...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Kuakan setia kepadamu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Kucari...

Bila engkau menerima cintaku
Aku akan slalu jujur untukmu
Karna dirimu yang selama ini
Di hati

...One day you'll know...

Happy 59th Anniversary for Indonesian Freedom

Yesterday , Indonesian people celebrate for Indonesian freedom.Ussually I spent for this holiday in Jogja.But this year I can't.I only have 1 day for holiday.

And for 1 day , I'm going to Malang get recreation with my friends.Selecta and Songgoriti here we go.Enjoy the fresh and cool that make me feel better than before. You know , live in Surabaya with all problems from air,junk to smoke.Only at the morning we can feel cool and fresh.But here , all of here exactly make live so life.Same as when i'm living at Jogja.

Anyway , Happy 59th Anniversary for Indonesian Freedom...

I'm So Tired. . .now

From yesterday at 5PM till today 3PM i was here in my office.Yesterday I make an overtime till this morning.And from morning I was work for first day in morning shift.Very very sleepy now and want sleep soon.

And tomorrow morning going to Malang take a holiday with Office Crews.Sengkaling and Selecta are place have to go.Better than nothing to do at holiday.

Gratzz..for 59th Indonesian Freedom Day.Hope Indonesia will better than now ;p

Last year i was take this holiday in Jogja.But now i can't do that cause I don't have any time to do this.Mabby at next September I'll going to Jogja.

Hoaahem...so sleepy . Prepare to going home at 4PM and I want sleep till tomorrow ;p
cee yaa...

Something to remember

Today , I'll try to remember all of my friends along I have study at SMK 2 Yogyakarta

Special for my friends ELEKTRONIKA-2 2001 :

SetuSonten Gank :
1.Ahmad Juwarno : still in Yogya ? or has gone ? still "Kejawen" ?
2.Mistar Widiatmoko : First boy that call me "Yoyok" hehehe...
3.Kunto Aji W. : Lets Road Racing with me .... ;p
4.Citro Artiadi : Little but Deadly,wahahah...still contacting now
5.Sondy Herwianto : The best Guitarist and Painter on class now at Krakatau Steel Co.
6.Tunggul Bagus D. : Boys are called "Kenthunx" now working at Krakatau Steel too
7.Endro Walmujendro : Mr.Bean from Lempuyangan hehehe...Humorist ones
8.Sigit Hermawan : Home of 'XxX' hehehe....
9.and Me
*This Gank always stick together at saturday night , that's why named SetuSonten

Two Girls only in class : Tatik and Dhita , How are you Galz ??

and people of E-2 :
Adian Mursalim,Agus Solechan,Aman Subanjar,Andi Kristianto(my big enemy),Bimbim,Dani Surahman,Deny Septiono(Police now :D),Hadiman(*slenge'an* but good in mathematics), Irnawan,Joko Utomo(twin brothers),Joko Setiawan,Moh"Qirun"Harun,Moh.Zahron,Nanang Risna Hadi Kusnanto(longest name),Pardi(shortest name in class),Santoso(*gaguk* boys)
Solikhan,Teguh Yulianto,Wahyu*srandakan* and last Wijayanto

Wow..my brain still working correctly,I can remember all of my class friends.If one of all read this post , "Jape Methe Dab and Piss forevah"

Part of the day . . .

...i'm looking for my *Grand Ceper* keys . Where..? where...? Sh*t there is nothing. So I get down looking my lovely motorcycle.Waks....my motor has gone ? huaaaa.....
*Maliiiingggg.....* I'm screaming loudly

At the present I hear someone knocking my door's room.I'm turning on the lamp then open door."Oh..Komeng masuk o kene Meng" there is My friend Komeng.To the point , Komeng invite me to get on vocal or guitarist in his music band.Shortly I tell him no problem i'll try.And we deal tomorrow on 8PM go to music studio.After,he get to go.

My motorcycle has gone ? dont worry ;p I have a bad dream.Mabby i'm too tired after yesterday.It was 7.30PM I must go to office cause today i'm working alone.It's free day for my partner.

8PM at the office , get prepare for Pre Press activity.And then turn my computer opening Yahoo Messenger and browsing.Ow..there is my friend online Dikta , and I make a chat with her after long time no see.

Browsing web and open some email.Then posting for weblog with MP3Blaster playing
JET - Look what You've done . Dan Lihat apa yang telah kau perbuat :)

Tired ? Sleepy ? Show must Go On . . . .

Sh*t , today i can't sleep well.I was sleep at 9 in the morning after working.OMG , I got up at 2 PM,so I did'nt Sholat Jumat :( *sorry God. After , someone knocking on the door.I'm opening the door and there is carpenter with tools say " Sorry , i want to add a window in your room"."ok" then I said.

I'm still sleepy and then go to my friend's room watching TV,Before I have to go to Pakuwon Golf and Family Ballroom watching Spectacular Concert by A Mild. It's presenting Ari Lasso , Peterpan and ADA Band.At the 7 PM concert started (in tickets wrote).And I gone at 5 PM.

Arrive at Pakuwon 6 PM . Then I'm waiting the Ballroom opened.Ballroom open at 7 PM then we enter and go to front stage.We waiting concert started but nothing happen till 8 PM. *Jam Karet* really,Concert started at 9.30 PM opened by ADA Band. At 10.30 PM continued by Ari Lasso and closed by Peterpan at midnight.This concert not wrong named 3 in 1 Spectacular Concert by A Mild.*Meriah euy....* But only one that make me boring.Late till 2 hours huh.....

Ugh..6 hours that make me very very tired.But I must to go to office *weks* . Yeah..today I work at 11 PM ,but you know I'm late 3 hours heheheh...sssttt.At the office..??

You right , I'm sleeping :) ZzzzzZzzz...

Zodiac of The Day

Sagitarius



Banyaklah mendengar nasehat dari orang kepercayaan kamu yang selama ini sudah teruji kebenarannya. Semua itu buat kebaikan kamu sendiri.

Asmara :Jangan kamu berobah sikap karena masalah kecil itu.

Keuangan :Belanjakan seperlunya saja, jangan dihabisin.

Pekerjaan :Pekerjaan itu bisa kamu delegasikan dan kamu nggak usah cemas.

Hmmm ... berbahagialah Anda yang berbintang Sagitarius atau pun yang memiliki pasangan dengan bintang ini. Pasalnya, mereka yang berbintang dengan lambang busur panah ini memiliki gaya berciuman yang mengejutkan, spontan, dan ... menggairahkan. Tak heran jika konon banyak orang yang menanti-nanti ciuman ala si Sagitarius ini.
*(taken from Astaga.com today)

Wew..what the hell on the last paragraph ? Seruuu !! hehehe ^.^

Broken

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There�s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

�Cause I�m broken when I�m open
And I don�t feel like I am strong enough
�Cause I�m broken when I�m lonesome
And I don�t feel right when you�re gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore


*Thats why is better to give our love to someone half enough.

Here come a new Challenger !

Hei..You , can you defeat me in this game ?
Gunbound my fave Game Online.In my PC installed 3 Game Online like Ragnarok and Nexia. I have playing them.But Nexia will retired in next August 31.Since a month ago I did'nt play this game.Now i'm playing Ragnarok (90% botting :P) and Gunbound.Both of them , Gunbound is the simplest.That very funny playing this game.

You know..I can't leave my hobby,Gaming . But sometimes alot of my time lost in this one. I can stay in front my PC for 10 hours non stop.Ussually I'm playing this game in my Office hehehe...
Sometimes in Gamehouse.And I must pay for it.But you know , for hobbies people don't care about price or money. Right ..?

Back to gunbound , want to war with my character ? buddy me or /m me :

JOGJAZ

No Game Like It .. !!

My Saturday Night

Like usually , nothing special :( . Yeah...my Saturday night is always in my office.
Cause i'm free for work is the day after :(.
Sunday ? yup..
So what you sad for ?You can enjoy your Sunday morning.. My Sunday morning till noon is in my bed.Puas..?? (*puas in english ?)

After i got up in the noon , i spent my Sunday Night in front my TV.just wait and see till i get sleepy again :P hehehe...

uhm...i'm sleepy now , time to dreaming off.

ZzzzZ..

Life must Go On

Sometimes I feel so perfectly
Sometimes I feel so Happyly
Sometimes I feel so trustly


but...,Did my hearts feeling too ?





*the answer is :" Sometimes "

Could I Change The World ?

If I can reach the stars
Pull one down for you
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth:

That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems
But for now I findIt's only in my dreams.

And I can change the world
I will be the sunlight in your universe
You would think my love was really something good
Baby if I could change the world

And if I could be king
Even for a day
I'd take you as my queen
I'd have it no other way
And our love would ruleThis kingdom we had made
Till then I'd be a fool
Wishing for the day...

"Love will find , If you try .....heheheheh "

New Look,New Face,New Spirit ?

Threece i got lost my weblog.Why ? I make my weblog in my style and in free website.The last weblog has been closed by web site admin.Along long ago i used Blogspot for my weblog.Yeaah..2001 for the first time I know what weblog is it.Http://yunan.blogspot.com my first weblog.But this weblog not my style.So..I make new weblog in my style.You know I posted my blog everyday in html template.Cause s reason :P , For a while I have bored posting the blog hehehe...Since I know Nexia, most online time I'm playing this game.

Then in May 2004 i started new weblog with weblog tools (Cutenews) .But in June my free web site has closed :( hiks...And my 2nd weblog www.yunan.tk get closed too but index of the web still exist in others website.Just for my memory

NOW...http://yunan.blogspot.com back.But this weblog not my primary what i'm doing in online time :P .Ragnarok Online yeah...I have play this game since a month ago.:)

Anyway Http://yunan.blogspot.com is mine !!!